I took it all for granted, I'm sorry to say. This is no time for making enemy and I felt ashamed for what I had done. I don't have any excuses. I did what I did. I take full responsibility for myself and my actions. I wouldn't pawn this off on anybody. Just when I thought I have the strength to stand still and pretend like nothing had happened, I am terribly weak and I failed. Even when i thought I was coming to a decisive end of this friendship, strength came and catapulted me into a new place. Strength has been so plentiful. Alhamdulillah, syukur
