It's been a while I haven't upload any posts. For the first time in my life, I don't have the mood to update my blog, because I just don't feel like it. Besides, nothing bizarre had happened to me lately. I guess it's a good thing, yes? Alhamdulillah. Ayah is off to Makkah for couple of weeks. My MUET test is this coming Saturday, 24th April. Seriously people, I am not ready to sit for the examination, still. I play a lot, keep fooling myself around, I can't concentrate studying, and I barely can look at that exercise book for more than 10 minutes. Ya Allah.
Even though they said the exam is easy, and I have nothing to worry about, but still, deep inside my heart, indeed I am worried and depressed because I don't have the confidence and my head is empty. I don't know what am I going to write for the writing exam, I don't know what am I suppose to read for the reading exam, and seriously I don't know what should I listen to for the listening test. My head feels numb. Is this a good thing? Blegh. Wish me luck for my MUET dolls. I need luck! I really appreciate your support, so thank you.
I'm going to miss you Ayah. May you have a safe flight and stay healthy while you are away. Keep praying for your son so that he is filled with confidence and strength to take the test easily. InsyaAllah.
